When I was young I somehow knew that I wanted to be the very best for my mate I could offer, and knowing that I had a limited time to prepare for our union I would make it one of my goals to become that in the best way possible.
Already having boundless love for my twin flame I thought Id spend my time getting away from women as far as I could to learn what life is like without someone by my side.
I soon had the freedom to not go through all my ailments with my loved one and making her go through my troubles with me – instead I was building yearning and imagining life with her. It became a pastime fascination of mine to become the most romantic and cherishing person I could imagine.
I disconnected all ties to females by declining relationships and spending a lot of time alone and only making friendships.
Its become a cancerous loneliness that I am solving with joy in my heart – for every step I take toward becoming a better man and re-establishing contact has taught me such a great deal.
Truly being fascinated with the female form and all the love they can give and receive in so many ways is so inspirational. I see the feminine as a being of love that is made to appreciate and to receive love in so many various forms. Such a beacon of hope and peace.
Shedding what I think bothers women about men I denounced my lower values and rid myself of anything that is not true to the cherishing of the feminine – this journey will go on as she will teach me how to love her even more as we will finally start our adventure together, once I have completed my self imposed training.
In my view the masculine has taken up the lime light and denounced the feminine, so it is time to please the feminine so much so that man becomes worthy of such love again. We have a lot to make up for in understanding, commitment, giving and worthiness.
Not to be small minded, but it is rather easy to fall into the crevasse that is overshadowing a woman, for instead she must be celebrated and held high! Her love fuels the life of a man to the point where it reminds me of those spiders that have males merely for copulation.
There are few things as wonderful to me as the appreciation of me by a woman, and although a mans role is to take care of a woman – it is his job to let her bloom.
By letting her bloom you also reach your maximum potential and love becomes balanced – do not feel as though I am advocating slave relationships, but for the most part it seems to me as though women have taken a slave mentality in relationships that they are shedding nowadays.
Women are becoming empowered and are starting to choose mates like men used to do. Things are shaping up to a womans terms more than a mans so that she is adequately satisfied. There are various things a woman has to consider for her future whereas a man has to achieve things that are in comparison easier to accomplish, some of which the modern woman accomplishes on her own anyway.
So the balance is shifting to make a relationship more of a two way street where significant focus is on the woman now. It is up to us to celebrate the freeing of the feminine so that we live in a compassionate world where both sexes are appreciated to their utmost level.
We are only at the beginning of this development and there will be the shadows of what we are accomplishing in the mix, but know that this journey must train you to cherish a woman for everything she is worth and not merely some kind of trophy of beauty or understanding.
I wish that couples would surrender to one another and explore their nearly boundless scapes of consciousness, so that they may grow together and truly be the best they can be for one another.